I cant figure out my central purpose in life. However, I did think about it last night for awhile […]
I was about 40 when I finally figured mine out. Give yourself plenty of time to find the right formula. In the meantime, practice, train, and play ball. You have a general idea of what you love to do. That is sufficient for now, I would say. (I am assuming that your CPL is objective, that is, meets objective requirements. For example, a CPL should be ambitious but achievable. Creating music probably would not be an objective CPL for a deaf man, for example.)
and I know now that my CPL will have something to do with basebal l. But the only aspect of baseball I want to be involved with right now is playing the game. You mentioned a CPL should be applicable throughtout an entire lifetime, though, and I cant play the rest of my life.
[bold added for emphasis.] Of course, as you know, you will have to come up with the right words yourself. They must come from within your soul, that is, from the set of experiences and insights and values and yearnings that are you.
If I were a ballet dancer, I would start with something crude like “I want to do ballet,” leaving the exact wording for later. “Doing” would include the actual dancing for the forseeable future, but also later teaching or managing and so forth. That is assuming that I truly love ballet and not ONLY dancing itself.
I have met only a few people in sports as professionals. But they all loved the sport as a whole, as well as playing it, in particular. If a man loves basketball, and has to stop playing because he loses both legs in a car accident, he still loves basketball and might rightly seek some other job in the same field just to be near what he loves.
Would it be a good decision if I made my CPL “to play baseball” for the next 20-30 years of my life, then after I cant play any longer I change my CPL to fit my age better?
(1) Do you mean change it radically to something like chemistry or construction? Sure, you could. Some happy people have done just that. They switched from one CPL, after topping it off, to another CPL. I wouldn’t recommend it because what would integrate those two phases? I am not saying having two CPLs in sequence is bad, but rather that I think it may not be optimal. When I look back at my life, at the end, I want to see it as a whole. Howard Roark could do that. So could Ayn Rand.
Keep in mind, also, that a career is not a central purpose in life. A career is a sequence, a ladder, of activities. A CPL is an abstraction subsuming an enormous range of possibilities: the exact activities, the social relations, the pay, the geographic location, the level of mental activity required, and so forth. Ayn Rand’s CPL subsumed screenplays for the stage, screenplays for movies, short stories, novelettes, and novels.
(2) Or do you mean change it to some other form of “doing” baseball? If so, then that would be fine. Both stages would be subsumed by the same abstract CPL statement.
[…] a CPL should always be productive, which of course “playing baseball” isnt exactly unless Im getting paid for it.
Why wouldn’t it be monetarily rewarding if you are dedicated, physically suited, and persistent? You might have to take a second job, but so what?
Imagine being a poet. They don’t get paid much, generally. So, a poet might have to work in a warehouse a few days a week so he can read and write poetry on his own. What matters is love. Taking a “day job” to pay the bills and finance love is fine.
To answer a different question of yours, when I do reach my genetic muscular potential, the best thing I could do is maintain that muscle mass, which isnt much of a challenge. Also, it only takes a year or two to get to the end point, so Im almost there already.
Good clarification. So, it isn’t a lifetime goal for you. It is only a short-term goal, or perhaps a means to an end. Then you are right to not consider it a CPL.