PrimalScream

You know what.. you're right.. I'm wasting my time here. But at least I tried.

Make me. I wont go away just because you want it. You'll have to "force" me.

Here I am. This is what I think. This is what I feel. These are my gut reactions, my instincts, my mystic responses. The first moment I saw Ayn Rand's picture I could sense she was a wound up bundle of nerves and fear. Her philosophy seems the be the natural outcome of such a being. Generalization? Maybe. But you have to understand, I'm one of those mystics who relies on the perception of energy as a direct flow. Instinctive knowing. Silent knowledge. Feels good to have a monopoly on the truth though, doesn't it? Makes you feel kinda righteous. Like you and yours are the only one who's right, and the rest of the world.. well it's a manifestation of the destroyer, right? Fine. Then I'm the destroyer. I don't know what's right. I don't claim to have precises knowledge of what is objective truth. I look outside and beyond reason for the full meaning of my experence. I don't take shortcuts to the truth. I am a warrior. And if any still remember the language, that which is connected to the primal aspect of self, I'll listen. But if you just want to spout some self-righteous defense of your unauthentic beliefs.. well.. don't expect me to grant you the honor of acknowleging your self-proclaimed existence. If you truly lived in a state of objective reality, you'd have no need to convince me or to defend yourself. That is all I have to say.