That’s not what I said at all. Of course straight people are affected by their environment.
I don’t buy into behaviorism/determinism as far as I can throw it (i.e. people are “products” of their environment). Such a premise throws volition completely out the window. Volition is the deciding factor that makes up a person’s character and the contents of his mind, not anything physiological, genetic, or environmental.
Your subconscious, the “wiring” referred to earlier, is a completely blank slate when you are born. You choose its contents, whether you acknowledge those choices or not. Yes, you can only choose what you perceive, think, or are told by others in the course of your life, but that doesn’t make it any less a choice. The course of your life and your mind can always present you with alternatives – inasmuch as you choose to focus on them.
Consciousness is not automatic, and the subconscious presupposes a consciousness to program it.
This leads me to conclude that either I was born with these emotional responses, or that I somehow picked them up from the outside world as an accident, rather than through the choice not to think.
From OPAR, page 154 (paperback) (Emotions as the Product of Ideas):
"A feeling or emotion is a response to an object one person perceives (or imagines), such as a man, an animal, an event. The object by itself, however, has no power to invoke a feeling in the observer. It can do so only if he supplies two intellectual elements, which are necessary conditions of emotion.
First, the person must know in some terms what the object is. He must have some understanding or identification of it (whether true or false, specific or generalized, explicit or implicit). Otherwise, to him, the object is nothing; it is a mere cognitive blank, to which no one can respond.
Second, the person must evaluate the object. He must conclude that it is good or bad, desirable or undesirable, for his values or against them. Here too the mental content may take many forms; the value-judgements being applied may be explicit or implicit, rational or contradictory, sharply defined or vague, consciously known to the person or unidentified, even repressed."
The way I understand it, to be homosexual is to value sexual relationships with same-sex partners – and one cannot value anything without value-judgements, and one cannot form value-judgements without volition.
Another way to describe it is a positive emotional response to the idea of same-sex partnering, which again – has “volition” as an antecedant, in the value-judgement necessary to generate such an emotional response.