An intelligent child is aware that he does not know what adult life is like. That he has an enormous amount to learn and is actually eager to learn it. An ambitious child is incoherently determined to make something important of himself and his life.
So when he hears such threats as ‘Wait until you grow up.’ and ‘You will never get anywhere with those childish notions.’ It is his virtues that have turned against him. His intelligence, his ambition, and whatever respect he might feel for the knowledge and judgment of his elders.
Thus the foundation of a lethal dichotomy is led in his consciousness; The practical vs. the moral.
With the unstated preconceptual implication that practicality requires the betrayal ones values, the renunciation of ideals.
His rationality is turned against him by means of a similar dichotomy; Reason vs Emotion.
His romantic sense of life is only a sense. An incoherent emotion which he can neither communicate, nor explain, nor defend. It is an intense yet fragile emotion. Painfully vulnerable to any sarcastic allegation since he is unable to identify its real meaning.
This is my problem with the approach the member who calls himself Howard Roark takes in regard to people who are new to Objectivism:
Sarcastic allegation.
I am invested enough in Objectivism to not be thrown off by such a crass approach, but I am dismayed to think that many people I would love to know have come and gone from this art forum because of similar experiences.
I am trying to learn what Objectivism is, and how it can enhance my exploration of my art and my life. I appreciate the effort many have made to clarify the Objectivist philosophy of good art and how it relates to my work.
After spending 30 years in chronic insecurity, the last 4 years have been an exercise in respecting my own mind and becoming a true adult. In contemplating why I choose to paint the way I do, I’m not convinced that mystery/ambiguity lacks usefulness in objective reality. I compare them to the way light and dark contrast and define one another, or the times Ayn Rand has found it proper to use symbols of mysticism, (Atlas, God, evil) to accentuate the deeper meaning in her point.
“…Marilyn Monroe on the screen was an image of pure, innocent, childlike joy in living. She projected the sense of a person born and reared in some radiant utopia untouched by suffering, unable to conceive of ugliness or evil, facing life with the confidence, the benevolence, and the joyous self-flaunting of a child or a kitten who is happy to display its own attractiveness as the best gift it can offer the world, and who expects to be admired for it, not hurt.”
One of my goals is to make beautiful work, I see beauty in every one of my paintings. If Howard pays me the injustice of accusing me of trying to make something as ugly as a muddy crayon scribble, he can not expect any further words that he offers to be taken seriously. It is a betrayal of Objectivism to use it as an ineffectual excuse to be cruel.