Megan,
You wrote: “Although I was depressed and on the brink of suicide, the obvious potential of the rest of my life prevented me from taking my own life.”
Which merely means that you were not so depressed that you you couldn’t recognize that “obvious” potential. Seriously depressed people’s brains are so messed up that they can’t recognize potential when it is staring them in the face.
You wrote: " A situation that warrants suicide is a permanent one, it is one the denies value to you for the rest of your life…yes…like Socrates."
First off, Socrates was ORDERED to commit suicide; he didn’t pass that sentence on himself. His accusers merely used his own hands to administer capital punishment. He was a martyr for truth, not a suicide for truth.
Secondly, in order for one to determine if a situation is permanent, one would need to be omniscient. “Even the wise cannot see all ends”, to borrow a line…
You wrote: “For a person who DOES (when he is allowed to achieve value) value his life it is a very brave decision to make to take take ones own life, to affirm that only he has the power to control or to extinguish his being.”
In the real world, I don’t see that happening. I see people screwing up, then getting back on their feet. Those who commit suicide, more often than not, are people who are depressed and thus unable to think rationally.
You wrote: " To those who commit suicide due to a depression caused by bad philosophy, yes the death was unnecessary and no it was not cowardly. Rather, a very serious and difficult decision."
Yes, a very serious and difficult decision. In order to make serious and difficult decisions, it is necessary that one have full grasp of one’s rational faculties. By definition, a depressed person does not.